Abuse - Tragedy or Wisdom

In this article I address the difficult experience of sexual abuse. I talk about the abuse I experienced with one of my brother’s friends and how that affected the mental, physical and emotional aspects of my life. However, somewhere inside of me, even as a small child I knew that I was responsible for all of it. I was the one that created the experience.

Not having anyone to talk to about this experience, who could advise me, I carried this experience through my life and it haunted my steps. Why would I want to create that experience? What would be the purpose?

As I grew into my spiritual journey, I met Ramtha and I have come to understand from the teachings that I bring events to myself in order to own unresolved experiences in my soul. What I had done in past lives to others was being brought into this lifetime for ownership. So, if I were the one that brought the experience of sexual abuse into this life for my ownership, then how could I blame anyone who merely helped me to play out my drama. It was for me to accept the responsibility for these events. If I am not the victim of my reality, but I am the creator of it, then it was for me to understand the experience, embrace the journey, own the wisdom and release it forever.

That was my journey with this event and with the love of the God that I am and Ramtha’s help I have seen the other side.

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