Introduction to Generations of Abuse Revisited...Why?
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Introduction to Generations of Abuse...Why?

The last two articles are linked together. The first article discusses how the training I have had in the Women Wisdom Course, relating the issue of women’s abuse of women, was worked through the disciplines of meditation and yoga practice. I state:

I am writing this introduction because the pain in my soul must be expressed on its own without having to refer back to my asana. It would be a distraction, to my release of these issues, to express these issues in the body of this paper. Therefore, I am doing it here.

In this first article, I discuss my nature to be open with others, to share deep issues of my soul and my distrust of women in general because I know the lack and need in women’s souls. However, in review I can not place the blame outside me for these reflections, I must look inward. And, I do.

I state,

It was an opportunity to see, to review and to release my genetics, my unresolved soul issues and my past. It was an opportunity to know that no one stopped loving me, but me. No one disliked me, but me. No one was to be distrusted, but me. I was the one that had to heal all this pain that was in my soul and the only way was to open up and be safe in my God and then all others would be safe outside me. This has been a great healing and I am so glad I didn’t one more time close myself out of the reflections in my life.

The second part of these articles is the main body of the wisdom. I ponder why those that have been so abused turn around and abuse others with equal or greater intent. These actions have never made sense to me. If you have had an experience with something or someone that has been hurtful to you soul and your life wouldn’t you want to give someone else an experience without that pain? In my mind the answer to that question is yes.

However, time after time throughout history I have seen the opposite reality embraced. And women in their experience with abuse, lack and pain, seem to exemplify this concept. At every opportunity one woman will perpetrate the destruction of another woman. And, for what? It is done for a for the love and ownership of a man, for power, for money or for all of or a combination of these things.

When will this stop? When will we as women reclaim our rightful places as divine beings rather then mauling, squabbling, servants of the vicious human consciousness? When will women stop being the covert abusers, hidden under the pure white clothing of the Goddess with smiles on their faces as they attack each other with sharp lethal emotional knives of destruction plunged deep into the hearts of their sister Goddesses?

These are the questions I ask in these articles. And what is the answer?

If we don’t wake up and stop playing in the delusion of living as the pure Goddesses/Gods and live it, then maybe a world war may need to take place. And that men, women and children everywhere may have to die because we stubbornly hold onto the pretenses of greatness and righteousness in our actions, our minds and our emotions while our painfully smelly intent is the true driving force of our lives. Terrible pain may have to be opened up in each of our souls one more time until we understand the futility of our choices and decide individually and as a whole that we are done with this experience. In that great moment, likened unto the experience of the Ram, we move to a new understanding. We have decided we want more than our pain and our power. We want more then emotional and physical death and destruction. What we want is to truly know the God that we are and our focus on that is more important than anything else. Then and only then will abuse and the generations of revisited abuse be no more.

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