Competition and Field Work Experience

This chapter deals first with my interaction with the monster called competition. It then takes the reader on a journey with a discipline in Ramtha’s School called Fieldwork.

The first part of this chapter retells my journey with the accomplishment of this discipline. The reader gets to hear my inner thoughts and feelings and my struggle to free myself from their influences upon my life.

In the later part of this chapter I tell of my personal interaction with Ramtha in the field during a Fieldwork experience. I had created a situation at this event that stirred up fear and death. In the middle of Fieldwork I was experiencing tremendous emotional trauma. Lifetimes of unresolved issues surfaced and I could find no relief.

But, how can one find relief from these necromancers without revisiting the attitudes, emotions and fears that created them in the first place? One must revisit these elements again in order to release them.

This chapter is about my journey with this situation alone and, then my journey with these necromancers with the help of and interaction with Ramtha. In this interaction, Ramtha told me about a past life and explained how that life is affecting me here and now.

Ramtha’s school is about shedding our past. It is about letting go of old attitudes, old concepts and the history that has kept us who we have been which continue to add to who we are. From my experience in this school the purpose of the teachings, the disciplines and the school has always been to take us beyond the limited socially conscious neuronet that we have been born with and with which we have been environmental programmed and into a larger more divine picture. It is our purpose to become that new unlimited self analogically and then to live what we have become in this lifetime. I know that it is very important to understand our past so that we never repeat it. That is why my soul and Ramtha brought the information this last lifetime to my attention. However, I also understand that it is important not to continuously flog ourselves with the past so that we maintain out of guilt and pain, the same concepts of who and what we were and are for if we constantly look to the past to activate guilt and sorrow then we never change or grow.

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